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So Do You

Here i am. Feeling all romantic and full of words in my mind

I just have to let it out.

Not my intention to write this kind of writing in here. But let me.. For once. Or maybe more.

See the couples over there?
Feeling so excited since they are just married. Lovely honeymoon must be the very first boost πŸ˜‰ *giggle*

How about the shy boy and girl holding hands over there?
They must be on their first date!
Who said we have to bang around on our first date to have a memorable moment with your bf or gf? Modern? Bull shit.

Dont u know, a little smile and warm hugs, or holding your hands together and enjoying the time would give twinkling sensation on your body! It rushes your heart and thus, your adrenalin.

Of course, a soft kiss on the cheek would be very sweet..!

And those? A man sitting near a lady, trying to be adorable and cool at the same time. His jokes aren’t that funny, if i may be honest, but the lady seems so tickled by it and laughing like she could never stop. Lucky man.

What else? The pretty woman over the block, sexy, a great cook, and smart, the guys are all over her! Well.. just like a magnet to each other, she is engaged to the best guy on the block (yes..athletic, rich, extremely smart, and humorous). Who’s the lucky one?

Wouldn’t be able to ignore the peaceful atmosphere around the wrinkle hands hugging each other shoulders.. Looking at the massive pictures of their big family hung over the wood-coloured wall. Sighing..laughing..reminiscing the old days…from the very first day they met, how their friends trying so hard to push them towards each other-which always failed. Until, they just feel it on a moment they couldn’t describe.

How they know that they love each other? We wouldn’t understand.

It is a special unique story, unique moment, created from the chemical substances that just mashed and mixed perfectly over the air around them. Chemistry. Pheromones. One over another can be only be matched, to their destined ones.

Timings. Situations. Decisions. Communications. Also to be considered.

Lovely ones…

You can and may just see it that way.

In reality,

Not long again, the newly weds will face the ugly sides of their spouses. Their marriage life depends on how they can cope and compromise to each other real personalities and habits. The period length? Their whole life, i reckon.

Girls aren’t always sweet. They have their hormones unstable during certain periods, which makes them quite like a drama queen. They may get super jealous, and super clingy to their boyfriends. It’s her first date and she has not known how a boy can be easily bored, and their next dates may not as sweet as the first ones. Boys are dicks (apologize for the inappropriate word). They will finally try their “luck” on you. You know it’s true, aint you?

Look closely to the man eyes. Whenever she laughed and closed her eyes, the man would try to catch the attention of another hot lady across their table. He stared to that lady quite often. And when the hot lady finally catched his eyes, they were flirting indirectly during that time. Using their gestures and eyes. The laughing lady wouldn’t notice at all, since the man had not stopped telling jokes to her and he kept his charm splitted to her all the time. How’s that possible? Ask him.

The perfect couples always attract people interests. Not to mention the hunting people. Nooot many good options out there, yes? Let’s just see how many hell temptations would be upon them… Will they manage to conquer them all? Or maybe.. just one of them that will manage to toss those temptations away.

Good old days.. Yes there were nice days. However, for them to have that peaceful atmosphere, they had to fight almost everyday!! BIG GIGANTIC fights!! Cries, divorce papers, money problems, in-laws problems, small and big affairs, flings, etc etc etc etc etc etc!!!


Do you.

Or do you?


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Let me know

I’ve been telling that I’m going to thrive for my goals..

The truth is, I’m still in search for it. It’s still very vague to me.. Have you found yours?

I will keep writing what got me fascinated in here, and I wish that it will give something for the people reading it too πŸ™‚

In the meantime, will you keep an eye on me and please let me know, from what I write, from what I tell here.. What I am meant to be in life?

I would love to hear your thoughts.

See you

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Hi there,

It’s been a very long time since my last post.
You know, I write only when I found things that fascinated me, inspired me, or things that I’d like to share with you all. I stop writing means I stop having fascination or get inspired by things. It just lost.

Wondering what happened during my absence here? πŸ™‚
Well,where should I start..hm..
Work, of course, held me up with abundant tasks and responsibilities endlessly. Not to mention the pressures and some slacks.

My new friend, a foreigner, told me that I’m a workaholic. That just hit me a bit, since even a stranger– well i mean not an old friend who know me very well, can say that! He reminded me several times and told things that had me start to relax and see things differently.. That’s the start which get me back in here. Writing again. Meaning that I’m inspired again πŸ™‚ Thank “you”.

Have you read my recent post? I lost my youngest rabbit, popo. He was a Hotot, having a very cute black eyes framed with a perfect, exquisite black eyeliner (it’s his natural fur colour around his eyes). He died when I was working late. I did find him very strange in the morning. He got very sensitive and looked very scared. I knew that it was a very dangerous sign of a very sick rabbit. I got extremely worried of him. But still, I hesitated a bit, then I tried to calm him down with gentle massages on his chubby cheeks, his fast-moving little nose, small ears, and his lower neck. He always loved it..and it did calm him down. I knew it when he licked me and making gestures by his head, as if he asking for more massages. I, however, decided to rush to the office coz I already late. I regret it the most. Maybe, if I had stayed and taken him to the doctor, he would have lived.

I was crying for three days.. I couldn’t eat. I would sneak to my car during lunch so I could burst out the tears I’d been holding in. The break time was enough for my swollen eyes to heal before I could get back in for work like nothing had happened. I didn’t eat so I got quite sick..but I still managed to work. And I always able to smile, thank God. Only I knew how bad my condition was, even when my leader at work asking why I didn’t come to the office one day, I just said that I was not sick, that I just not feeling well. The truth was, I didn’t even able to wake up from bed. Too bad, the day I back in, I got shouted and pointed as an irresponsible team member. I didn’t care. What they see in me just a worker that must do all the works no matter what.

I did find a true friend amongst the others, who trusts me and treat me as who I am, who is genuine and not demanding.

I have being faced with lots of problems in a very short time, either personally, family, romantically, friends, works, etc.. Yet, those have made me grown up a lot. I’m fatigued, of course. But it’s been leading me to my goals.

Little by little, I knew what I must do to prepare my goals. More importantly, I know, even in the most horrible days, that “all izz well”.

Thank you for reading.. πŸ™‚

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Dear …

I misses my blog..been away so long due to my works.

It’s almost Christmas and I still working till New Year (can you imagine that?)

Remembering..the time when I eagerly waiting for Christmas and all I want to do is to decorate my little Christmas tree. Touch up a bit there, a bit here, a bit on the top, a bit on the below, it’s just never boring for me! πŸ™‚

Christmas should always bring a Christmas spirit! Malls, roads, houses are all decorated in red, green, and snowy white…Not to mention the “Jingle Bell” or “Santa is Coming to Town” songs playing everywhere. It’s just holiday atmosphere all around πŸ™‚

I misses it.

One thing I have always wanted is to have a white Christmas. It is just cliche, but I’ve never had one *for sure, I live in a tropical country!:D*

Walking on the snow..covered by the soft snows raining slowly..Must be very peaceful and romantic ^^ Have you had one in your life? πŸ™‚

Wishing you all a merry merry Christmas.. Always remember to have the spirit and joy in your life.

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Little one

dear my little one…

did it hurt?
did you cry?
did you seek for your mom?

i haven’t given anything enough for you..

did you hate us?

i wish i was there for you..

i promise, you will always be remembered.

you are my greatest happiness..and my greatest sadness..

my kiss and love for you
..and also from the entire family

we miss you .. so much

have a pleasant journey..

good bye

6 Aug 2009 - 10 Aug 2009

6 Aug 2009 - 10 Aug 2009

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What we are living now, is written from our past life..

What we are living now, is writing for our next life..

Let’s continue to step ahead and live present life in a good way..

Do not complain and regret what we have failed to do or gain, since it is what we earned from what we did-either good things or bad things.

Yet, do our best and be grateful for what we have πŸ™‚

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Got caught at office working in the middle of night ..

Will I ever get home? T.T


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